I'm looking for inspiration... No, make that motivation!! I know what I need to do, I just cant seem to do it!

Maybe it's because my 'to-do' list is so long that I am finding it so hard to get started.

I'm in need of a job, but I don't want just any old job.. I've been stuck in that rut for too long!

I want my life to have a purpose!! I think that has always been my problem..
I need a purpose, I need my life to have meaning.. There has to be a reason that I am here..
I have been plodding along, going through the motions of life without really getting anywhere.

I'm a procrastinator.. There is so much that I want to do, but I really need a reason to do it. That is what this blog is going to be about.. Like in the film "Julie and Julia" I'm going to set some goals and this is my witness for getting them done.

Ever since I can remember I have always wanted my own little house of dreams.. That comes from reading "Anne of Green Gables" to many times. To make a confession I am currently reading ''Annes House of Dreams"', in the hope that I will be re-inspired.. I have actually found my house of dreams.. It is far from perfect, but that is the fun part.. I get to make it exactly how I dreamed.. I just need to reacquaint myself with those dreams.